Like when you imagine that bad scenario, the one you don’t want to be true…
and it turns out that the worst thing that could happen is actually happening.
And you get upset, but you don’t really know why. I mean, you expected this, right? Are you really surprised?
But even though you were expecting the worst, you were still hoping for the best. You were hoping for something to prove you wrong.
Even though you you were expecting it… it still hurts. You can never really prepare yourself enough for that.